
"... And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."
Matthew 28:20
NIVWhile watching maple leaves drift from the trees this year I noticed the barren branches that have been left exposed to the coming winter. How lifeless they looked without the fluttering leaves keeping their constant motion in the wind. I snapped many of these shots trying to figure out the message I was trying to grasp.
Then it surfaced. Vulnerability. The starkness of the branches reminded me of the times I have been ill and needed to depend on others in the hospital and at home until I could move around again. I was like those branches, wishing to feel alive again. I was waiting, waiting, through my pain and praying I would heal quickly. The days dragged on while I was convalescing.
One spring after a major operation, my husband wanted me to see the creek below the ridge during the spring thaw. It was a time when beavers were busy building a dam and mallard ducks floated with the snow thaw current in pairs. It was a time we always shared, while rejoicing that the land had awakened once more from a deep winter's sleep. A symbol of the cycle of life.
"But I can't climb down the ridge in this shape," I told my husband, disappointed that I would miss this moment in time when the creek had turned into a rushing river. I was still walking with great discomfort.
He smiled. "Then I will carry you."
Gingerly Jeff carried me down step by step while I clung onto his neck and laughed for the first time in weeks. I was alive again!
Seeing and hearing the babbling and overflowing tannin water made my heart sing. And gave me more strength to work toward healing. It awakened me and gave me courage to wait out the time needed without complaining of my circumstances.
I remembered the saying, God doesn't give us what we can't handle.So I don't have to feel vulnerable during those times of trial in the present and future. I know the Lord is with me. I have not been promised a carefree and easy life here on earth. During those hard times I know God's arms will be around me, even more sure than my husband's. :D If my hubby could carry me down a ridge and back up again a few minutes later, I know God can accomplish greater feats :D
I am never alone.
We are never alone. No matter what we go through. Christ has His loving arms around us. He knows our every second, our every breath, our every need. No matter what season of our lives we are experiencing, God is with us.
Dear Lord, thank you for your promise of being with us always. Please help those who are vulnerable and hurting to heal. Let them feel your loving arms around them and guide them with your Word.
Amen.
Blessings, Nancy J Locke